Dirty Deeds on the Down Low
I just did something potentially dangerous- emailed a resume and a cover letter to BAM, which they will look over, maybe keep on file, maybe think I’m hireable.
But I have to do summer school.
But I want to do another internship while I have the time.
My good grades at ACC have changed the stakes a bit in the game of graduation. I don’t want to get into that here because I know it raises a lot of questions from people who I would want to discuss it with in a different venue, and so I won’t say much as to how or how dramatically. But it has made an impact, and it’s not even an issue yet so not worth worrying about, but I had to do it. I had to throw my hat in the ring. And I hope something comes of it.
Truthfully, if I don’t work at the PAC this summer, I dont want to work. I want to get some classes out of the way, focus on that, etc. I dont want to have 3 months at some random act of retail on my resume. I want to use my student status as well as I can. And I want to go back. I want to go back right now right the hell now I want to go back. Knowing what I know now it wouldn’t be as disastrous, personal stuff-wise, as the last time. I want to go back. I want to go back right now and I want to work at BAM, and I’m MORE THAN AWARE that I don’t/won’t/can’t get what I want all the time, but I can and will try. This is me trying.
