In the ever-raging battle betwixt my head and heart the running theme is always self preservation.
(Run), it says. (If you cut the ties and let him go then everything is so much easier Lauren Runrunrunrunrunrun)
(You’ll eventually forget about him and it’ll be less bad than him dumping you)
The voice of my mind is brash and [...]
In an effort to keep myself from panicking too terribly much about the fact that PNB2 arrives tomorrow (my heart just stopped) I think I will compile a list of things I like about him and work on it throughout the day. That way we can ac-cen-tu-ate the positive. Brandon, aren’t you proud of me?
He’s [...]
Whenever I get on a subway the first thing I do is scan the other people in the car to make sure I am not the least attractive person on it- that there is someone fatter, uglier, or generally less attractive than me. At the least, someone with bad hair. Or sweatpants. Because in this [...]
