Still here.
So I’ve been here over a week and the bigness of it has been hitting me gradually the past couple of days. I have no friends. I have coworkers but that doesn’t really count, I have roommate and daughter but they don’t count so much either…as far as actual friends who I do stuff with, zip. Zilch nada niente rien niets nichts. And sure, I’ve been spoiled- I made friends really quickly after moving to UT but this is far different…I don’t have any classes or anything with which to meet people and I didn’t make it to church this week so there went that… why is this so hard?
The main reason this is really bad is that no social activity=boredom and when I’m bored I eat or spend money. Both of which are very destructive and expensive, especially here. So now my budget’s slipping through my hands like water and I still don’t have any friends, which is partially my fault because I DID skip this social thing last night with other UT people in NYC but I was totally gross yesterday and I’m not sure I could have even gotten in anyway…*checks citysearch* well damn, I could have. Oh well. Next weekend.
What the hell am I saying? I am ridiculously hot and awesome..this isn’t right…I should have people banging down my door, I used to, what happened? This is an outrage and I WILL DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
I will conquer Manhattan like I laid waste to Austin and I will make a name for myself. This foolishness and feeling sorry for myself has gone far enough.
June 16th, 2005 at 3:35 pm
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